Sad times

So thanks all for your comments, good news is I survived my hunger, bad news, a chicken didn't, also, I was kind of hoping no one noticed what Phil did and he was the only one, luckily enough, btw, I never got my birthday cupcakes :( get well kid.

You ever had something that made you feel like a living? I´m talking about that one thing that defines you, the one that make you feel alive, the thing that without it your life would be totally useless? everyone has got a thing that makes them dream, a passion if you would, some people have their children, some others have lecture, some others´ passion is in getting laid. Well... I have a passion *sigh*
Seems like I´m skipping vital information here, so let me start from the beginning, I injured my ankle a week ago, have waited a whole week for it to heal and be able to walk again with freedom, however, it just hurts like hell whenever I step on it -no one knows this but you, I´m just used to pain and soaking it-. Now about my passion? Ironically, Running, that´s right I´m a runner and feeling the wind soar in my ears, watching as the sun rises in the horizon, getting into the woods in the morning chilling freeze is my passion, I even got a few medals, and now...
Today I tried to start running, tried to do a 5 jog on the treadmill and you know what came out? a huge screech from my thoat at the fifth step.
Also all my friends went to the beach today, so now I'm alone, yes, no classes but also no one to spend the week with :( and now my keyboard keeps switching to japanese for no apparent reason and haven't found anyone on-line with whom to talk, I know, shouldn't abuse the kindness of my friends, but just wanted to talk to someone.
Sorry, just wish this week improves somehow,さようなら
Love to all
me