Like a rolling stone

I just love that -Bob Dylan´s- song... haha, anyways, I promised myself I would post what´s been going on in life, because changes are here, and are here to stay.

On school, classes began on Friday -well, not really they began on monday... two weeks ago, but I didn´t have any money for tuition, so after a few loans from don´t know who, hopefully not a drug dealer, but what do I know- hopefully for the last time, I´m already tired of the University and need to move on.

On work, this is my last week working as an LGBT counselor, which is sad but money is needed if I don´t want to end with broken legs.

On this blog, I haven´t been updating much because I leave really early to work and get home really late because of the gym, I´ve been spending there 4 hours daily and no, I´m not compensating anything or will pass-out from exhaustion, I only do like 2 hours of exercise but the fault is a guy´s really.

On a guy really, I met him two weeks ago in the gym, he´s from Spain -woot Spain!- and has a really cool story that I might tell you some other time, for now it´s enough to say that I went out with him yesterday to an old castle for him to know a little about the city and I know I love to show people around, we walked for about 15 km, on the 5 hours we saw each other under a scorching sun and I must say, there´s just something about him that draws me closer and makes him the first thought each morning when I wake up and the last when I go to bed and since today I didn´t see him, I can´t stop thinking about him. Oh, remember when I talked about someone not being around? yeah, it was him; what can I say? I really missed him. So yeah,  I´ve got a crush, which just has two kinds of outcomes, the crash and burn or the one where you get lifted to heaven, so right now I´m just taking it really slow for fear of any result, but if I´ve learned anything out of life is things won´t move unless you make them move, so I´ll make things move really soon. More as it develops, but I´ll just have to reach...

Bi undershrub

 Just a little higher

So that´s it for the time being, I´ll do another of this when something worth mentioning comes along, til then au revoir

Love
Me

Workout routine -a toon

Oh Ya, lately I could pick up a truck single-handedly, if you get my meaning, but seriously what can you when the guy you enjoy spending your time with suddenly disappears from the world without any trace?

Anyways, I´m becoming a total authority in the subject

Love
Me

...Sup?

Where have I been? that´s easy, not where I´ve wanted to, where I´m heading is the actual trick question, still, I´ve been taking this time to figure that one out.

Let me tell you, I´ve been away from this place for almost a week now, haven´t been reading nor writing a single thing nor tweeting, however I´ve been on msn and skype and every other account I own because I promised a lot of people that whenever they had a problem they could count on me because I would always be there, can´t take that back and can´t  be that selfish as to go away when people need help.

So I´ve been going through some hard thinking about life, wondering what I want of it and what to do to get it, having no money, -finished- career -yet-, job -a paying one-, a boyfriend or a girlfriend -it´s called bisexuality for a reason afterall- so had to take some time to do the thinking.

bi Seizen

Today, life as I know it is hanging by a tread, on tuesday -as tomorrow is a day off don´t ask me why- gotta tell my boss and give him my two weeks notice, yup. I´m leaving the LGBTQ center, volunteering there has made my life all that more meaningful and I thank all the people I´ve met for letting me into their problems -maybe here´s not the best place to thank as they will probably never read it, but still- that doesn´t mean I won´t be listening to anyone that needs any help, but my need for money to pay my studies is atm paramount, as much as it pains me I´ll have to leave that place.

I´ll be six more months till I clear all my credits at school and on top of that I need to find some job, so it might be the roughest beginning of the year I´ve ever had. Oh, and I need to thank dear friend FMS as he listened to me when I was having the toughest time, thanks man, you´ve always been there when I need you.

On the light side, I moved to a new gym -owned by the school as those are really cheap- and some schoolmates of mine have decided to come with me, so now we hang around for a few hours a day, but they are such woozies they needed to rest for the week. Besides there I met this cool guy with a really interesting story, and I think I´m beginning to like him, wonder if he like´s me back and in what way,  all I can tell at this moment is I´m developing this weird northern Spain accent that I can´t stop nor notice and everyone else finds odd in me, but maybe they´ll never know why :P

So OK, maybe this post was futile but had to write it down for me, anyways, I´ll work things through, just know that if I´m AWOL for a while know is because life needs my full attention. Adiós tios!

Love
Me

A friend...

Warning: "Friendship" has too many meanings

For classified ads a "Friend" is someone willing to give you a  hand all the time

Would my friends please raise their hand?

Sunday Toon

...Dzyan style

Well for a brief explanation about this post, I recently came-out to a friend and it didn´t go as well as expected, I´ve had all those reactions one way or another and sometimes I fell like even when coming-out is a way to show ppl how much you trust them and let them in your life telling them a secret, things just get more complicated *sigh* well, guess not everyone is comfortable with having a friend that´s attracted to guys too, so here´s for Pyrrhic victories!

Love to all
Me

Now, comment or succumb to my awesomeness!

Oh, I´ll get you...

Finally some time to post, sorry about not updating past days, homework made me its bitch-boy and wouldn´t let me off the shackles -wooh, S&M reference, hardly get one of those (the references not the S&M...well not that either, lol)- 

Any who...Training -running- went great, have you ever had an orgasm while running? well, I had six -yeah, I counted ´em, if you´ve ever had one you´d understand- here´s the part about the bad news, rest of the day went smoothly -or as smoothly as days go nowadays- and by night my ankle was aching a little once again, just a little, I wondered how could that have happened, remembered that after training got my cellphone to count my steps, turns out I took 19, 654 steps AFTER running, which is the same as 16 km. + 5 km running...so without any rest during the day I just screwed the friggin´ ankle once again. Next day I couldn´t walk properly... again.

 bi Dr. Karanka

Here´s the part about shitty news, yesterday while getting out of home I noticed someone broke into my brother´s car, and was in fact still inside the car, so I yelled at him, he started to run for it and without thinking about it ran after him like a mad man, now one thing you don´t get to do to a sprinter is run-away -where would my self-respect be afterward?-so I started gaining distance on him and noticed there was a guy waiting for him in a runaway car, just when I was about to get to him he jumped through the window and the car started moving like the devil was after them -and he was atm- but as fas as I run I can´t outrun a moving car, and that´s when it hit me, my f*çkin foot! definitely not a good idea. Yup, that was a big...

Soooo, yeah, I´m back at limping now and have to look for something else to do for a cardio work-out for the next few months til it gets healed.... or amputated, I go either way atm, so what will it be now? cycling? spinning? swimming -I wish, but expensive-? FML.

Love to all
Me

Let´s Get Physical

So yesterday I went to buy new running shoes, everyone that knows me for more than two weeks knows I love to run, I was in the Track and Field team until six months ago when I had a bad injury, tomorrow will be my second attempt at doing it but now with new shoes, as last attempt turned out to leave me in bed and not able to walk for two weeks and limping for a month I´m pretty interested in tomorrow´s outcome.

So thinking of that got me thinking and remembering about my old days at the T&F team, the good old days where guys in shorts up to the upper thigh and Lycra t-shirts helped each other at warming up, we were good, by the time we finished you could see us all sweaty and hot as hell, but tbh, who wouldn´t I mean, we all started with a good leg work-out, who doesn´t like to assist at Squats? yelling "go down, deeper, deeper, YESS! ahh, there you go, now hold it! up now down again, faster!"

Oh, oh, I know, then comes the sit-ups, ya, we could´ve done them in the typical way but I was so friendly to everyone I had to offer my help there too

"Yes, you work that boy, yes, what you mean you´re done, give me 10 more, come on! trade places? ok but only cause it looks kinda fun."
And you can´t go around without working the back, Heck no! telling guys to lay down on their backs was too much of a treat to let that pass.

"What you mean I´m too low? you´re too low, arch that back!" I know, I´m a drill-sergeant but it´s for their own good. In fact I trained them so well I always got there second.

Coach always told me to keep my eyes in the first place, what he didn´t know is that I actually did the whole entire race :P

But at the end of it we were all really good pals, we hugged and spanked each other -another of the benefits from being second place- and had a little celebration every time training ended.

I wish! 

But we did have a good time. Anyways wish me luck tomorrow, we´ll see if I´m  able to walk after it -though maybe it´s Karma- Enjoy your Sunday.

Love to all

Me